It's like I've been waiting my whole life for this For this chance for y'all to hear me Some things I gotta get off my chest though Just so y'all know Uh yeah They say only the good die young And wit that said Ain't don't get no better than me Ain't coming for my head I represented for y'all when I came through the market By becoming who I am I became a target And what hurts is all the bullshit comes from my own kind They say Jin's fake he don't keep it real in his rhymes He make us look soft That kid ain't commit no crimes You damn right Want me to say it then fine I ain't a killer I ain't a gangster and I ain't no thug I don't walk around with guns and I don't sell drugs I'm not a murderer I ain't never said I was So what the fuck y'all hating on me for huh Listen to me See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh So crucified cadillac My mama would be so disgusted ohhh If she knew the way these grown folks act See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo And I won't let them hold me down no nooo You tell her that I'm okay You tell her that I'll make a way somehow Eh yo Jin you double r bust ya guns I ain't about that shit Trouble just comes my way I don't invite that shit I got a career here I ain't looking for fights to pick Got more pain in my heart than I knew could exist Like that night they pulled them guns out and banged my man I was like fuck rap I almost had a change of plans Word he took a bullet for me how I'm gon repay that man What if he would've died what I'm supposed to say to his fam The life I chose endangered all my family and friends Some shit I wish I could change but can't promise I can People are killed to get to the position I'm at Only to die here and find out it ain't worth that See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh So crucified cadillac My mama would be so disgusted ohhh If she knew the way these grown folks act See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo And I won't let them hold me down no nooo You tell her that I'm okay You tell her that I'll make a way somehow That's how they getting down Two turntables and a rapper that was that was That was how they did it then this how they do it now Twenty young men with they gats up Got to travel like that or they'll try to attack us That's how they getting down The greats settled they beef with rap battles Let's go that's how they did it then this how they do it now If they ain't better than you now they shooting at you Know it sounds tragic but hey you know That's how they getting down So what I'm supposed to do Keep twenty bodyguards and a large entourage Cause everybody's hard Sometimes I wonder what happened to love and respect All I see now is hatred and death That's how they did it then this how they do it now See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh So crucified cadillac My mama would be so disgusted ohhh If she knew the way these grown folks act See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo And I won't let them hold me down no nooo You tell her that I'm okay You tell her that I'll make a way somehow You tell her that I'm okay uh You tell her that I'll make a way somehow tell her I'll be okay You tell her that I'm okay uh You tell her that I'll make a way somehow talk to them lyfe yeah Tell her that I'm okay tell her And I made a way Girl on my own my way girl uh