[00:18.52]Smokin' on the loudest out
[00:19.93]Tryna see through a cloud of doubt
[00:22.94]Goin' till a pound is out
[00:24.57]We all got problems too proud to pout
[00:26.77]More than '99, I ain't about to count
[00:28.94]Takin' long walks when I'm out and about
[00:31.13]Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount
[00:33.20]Used to look for direction, till I found a route
[00:36.80]Wonder how the charts feel
[00:37.75]Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still
[00:39.88]Everyday I'm here I try to write songs
[00:41.73]Cause I know the beat'll longer than my heart will
[00:44.67]Yeah, tryna see every state
[00:46.42]No white lighters, hope I see 28
[00:48.64]You can tell my girl I'mma be runnin' late
[00:50.56]Can't tell how much longer she's gonna wait
[00:52.87]A real good girl with a dirt bag guy
[00:54.86]She could probably do better than me
[00:57.10]Like a rich-ass lawyer with a house and car
[00:59.18]Who takes care of her and never leaves
[01:01.36]Man, ****t I try my best
[01:02.43]Nobody here for me to try and impress
[01:04.70]I'd rather chase a dream
[01:05.90]Than be content to sit behind a desk
[01:06.72]I used to live with the highest stress
[01:08.32]But **** it, I digress
[01:09.80]Just believe
[01:45.82]Lately I've been losing sleep
[01:47.17]Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep
[01:49.88]No one to talk to, I use the beat
[01:51.86]A couple bad habits that I choose to keep
[01:54.54]My intake of booze is steep
[01:56.22]Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep
[01:58.94]I think I took a few this week
[02:00.50]I'm trying to adjust to the hugest leap
[02:03.24]I'm living off this music, here
[02:04.97]But I'm afraid of failing
[02:05.67]That's the truth, sincere
[02:07.60]My anxiety is getting too severe
[02:09.24]But I ain't giving up, there's no excuses here
[02:11.48]Dying young might be my truest fear
[02:13.63]But now my future's bright and my view is clear
[02:15.84]Told her I'mma get it, I'mma do it, dear
[02:17.96]There's no way in hell I could lose this year
[02:20.20]I worked 10 years 'fore it ever paid off
[02:22.10]You don't know what I had to trade off
[02:24.41]I shed tears when my moms got laid off
[02:26.46]Life's never fair, it never plays soft
[02:28.32]I'mma go get it, I'mma do it for my folks
[02:30.62]Every day I'm out, man I always do the most
[02:32.76]You would do the same ****t if you was on the ropes
[02:34.97]****t gets realer when you zooming up close
[02:37.12]Just believe