[00:02.068]“You’re totally ignoring me,” she said as she put on her shirt
[00:07.868]I was lying on the bed, concentrating on her skirt
[00:12.484]“Did you hear one word I said?” she said
[00:15.092]“I don’t know, it’s all a blur”
[00:17.362]I close my eyes
[00:20.984]We fell in love in a great big rush
[00:23.262]Three years ago this June, I do recall
[00:26.463]Playing arcade games with her
[00:28.427]And wanting nothing at all
[00:31.170]Just this silly skinny girl
[00:33.260]Who tended to trip and fall
[00:37.298]On her lies
[00:39.824]But then summer came and we felt the strain
[00:41.896]Of the damning things we’d said
[00:43.966]All the summer rains like hurricanes
[00:46.593]That flew around our heads
[00:48.517]All the endless conversations, you know
[00:51.199]Like the things you could’ve done alone
[00:53.631]Instead, instead, instead, instead, instead
[00:58.485]So I fucked it up like I always do, I was born to be alone
[01:04.784]I don’t even know if the words were true that I screamed into the phone
[01:09.407]All I know is everybody leaves or so it seems to me
[01:13.983]When I’m alone, alone, alone, alone, alone
[01:19.078]But I was younger then and stronger then, somehow I can’t explain
[01:23.184]How these years can be so humbling, so strangely full of pain
[01:27.713]Just how everyone and everything must change and change and change and change
[01:33.864]And change and change and change
[01:39.315]Just like that
[02:00.406]Sometimes I feel just like a train that’s running off the tracks
[02:04.369]And sometimes I think I’ve said too many things I can’t take back
[02:08.683]And sometimes it seems like everything I do is just a waste
[02:13.178]In fact, that’s it, I think oh wait, I’m sure
[02:18.320]But I’m trying every morning that I wake to stand up straight
[02:22.536]And to always tell the truth and give back more than I take
[02:27.109]And to be kind and pure, less fucking scared of everything
[02:31.904]I just can’t take much more of this, I’m sure
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