[00:18.34]Not meant to be a father on this day
[00:25.95]I'm not a bad man
[00:28.01]Yet cruel fate has ripped my daughter away
[00:33.71]Not much for praying
[00:34.93]But I'm on my knees
[00:37.19]Pleading for answers to
[00:38.55]This senseless passing
[00:41.00]Why would someone think
[00:42.31]The best time to die
[00:44.67]Is before they have the
[00:46.49]Chance to open their eyes
[00:48.55]Don't say another word to comfort me
[00:52.09]I'm not okay and I don't need blind faith
[00:55.59]The more I'm trying to let go
[00:59.09]The more that it's killing me
[01:02.48]Why am I burying my child
[01:06.61]When I'm wishing it was me in that grave
[01:11.11]I should not be burdened with this pain
[01:14.66]It's not fair to us I'm giving up
[01:17.69]Oh I died inside
[01:20.94]When I knew she'll never see the sun rise
[01:26.27]
[01:30.64]My daughter will never see the sun rise
[01:37.25]
[01:38.16]Taken away before she had
[01:40.91]The chance to open her eyes
[01:44.67]
[01:46.02]This is not god working in mysterious ways
[01:52.62]
[01:53.48]This is the work of a coward
[01:57.29]Who's either dead
[01:59.07]Or won't show his face
[02:01.33]
[02:08.47]The more I'm trying to let go
[02:12.07]The more that it's killing me
[02:14.66]
[02:15.45]Why am I burying my child
[02:19.57]When I'm wishing it was me in that grave
[02:24.25]I should not be burdened with this pain
[02:27.64]It's not fair to us I'm giving up
[02:30.54]Oh I died inside
[02:33.84]When I knew she'll never see the sun rise
[02:39.26]
[02:44.34]I let that cold wave cover me
[02:47.34]
[02:47.88]What's the point in gasping for air
[02:51.93]When I don't even want to breathe
[02:58.37]Time will not heal these wounds
[03:05.06]I'll grow old
[03:06.84]And she'll still be fast asleep
[03:10.36]
[03:11.12]What am I supposed to do now
[03:20.29]
[03:20.91]How am I expected to understand
[03:25.35]
[03:25.96]When I'm still reaching
[03:28.05]For those little hands
[03:32.31]To let me know
[03:36.82]That this is just a bad dream
[03:40.30]And she'll be there when I wake up
[03:44.57]
[03:54.65]My daughter will never see the sun rise
[04:01.70]The more I'm trying to let go
[04:05.33]The more that it's killing me
[04:08.72]Why am I burying my child
[04:12.85]When I'm wishing it was me in that grave
[04:17.47]I should not be burdened with this pain
[04:20.83]It's not fair to us I'm giving up
[04:23.89]Oh I died inside
[04:27.16]When I knew she'll never see the sun rise
[04:32.49]
[04:36.74]She'll never see the sun rise
[04:41.67]
[04:42.75]No she won't
[04:46.44]
[04:47.58]I know that you're at peace
[04:51.22]
[04:51.94]But I won't look for you in the clouds
[04:55.74]I'll keep you in my heart
[04:58.59]'Til the sun burns out