[00:19.709]Someday I hope for a lover to kill me
[00:23.863]It's the closest I can hope to get to anybody
[00:27.628]It's the closest I can come to being really free
[00:31.783]And there's a ring of questions on my mind lately
[00:35.430]Like will I find a love that lasts as long as my life?
[00:39.857]Or will I die before ever becoming a wife?
[00:44.279]And I'm wondering if I'm even the marrying kind
[00:48.068]How can I give you my life when I know you're just gonna die?
[00:52.594]Is there anything stronger than biology?
[00:56.726]Is love being ruined by technology?
[01:00.165]Nowadays commitment seems like a burden to carry
[01:04.617]I don't wanna think about it
[01:08.894]I don't wanna (I don't wanna)
[01:10.591]Think about it (think about it)
[01:12.723]I don't wanna (I don't wanna)
[01:14.690]Think about it (think about it)
[01:16.989]I don't wanna (I don't wanna)
[01:18.813]Think about it (think about it)
[01:21.229]I don't wanna think about it
[01:24.395]It's too scary
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[01:41.604]And the closest I can come to being really free
[01:45.427]Is letting my lover perform experiments on me
[01:49.838]Observe and analyse
[01:53.596]And empirically hypothesise
[01:57.714]Cos I wanna know real love so desperately
[02:01.519]But I think it's gotta happen scientifically
[02:05.705]Cos I'm scared
[02:06.927]Afraid of real intimacy
[02:10.016]You know, the kind they say happens psychologically
[02:14.270]Dressed up like a surgeon, you could open my heart
[02:18.613]Remove the brain and leave the body in charge
[02:22.332]No more emotions taking control
[02:26.490]We will pick a part and play out our roles
[02:36.048]
[02:47.177]Further than fantasy, deeper than love could ever be
[02:55.104]Further than fantasy, deeper than love could ever be
[03:11.457]
[03:43.716]And the only best friends
[03:46.374]I ever made
[03:48.053]Were people I knew I didn't have to see every day
[03:52.038]The closest to true love
[03:54.514]I ever came
[03:56.319]Was with someone I kept many miles away
[04:00.057]Cos I'm wary of eliminating distance
[04:04.056]This could surely be the death of
[04:06.821]Any romance
[04:08.260]Cos I'm shitty and I'm lame and I'm dumb and I'm a bore
[04:12.317]And once you get to know me you won't love me anymore
[04:16.676]And that possibility worries me the most
[04:20.300]Not harm or abuse or becoming a ghost
[04:24.554]It's the closeness, the intimacy
[04:28.879]I'm afraid, it might kill me
[04:38.270]
[04:49.179]Further than fantasy, deeper than love could ever be
[04:57.482]Further than fantasy, deeper than love could ever be
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