I only want to say If there is a way Take this cup away from me For I don't want to taste it's poison Feel it burn me I have changed I'm not as sure, as when we started Then, I was inspired Now I'm sad and tired Listen, surely I've exceeded expectations I tried for three years, seems lke thirty Could you ask as much from any other man But if I die See the saga through and do the things you ask of me Let them hate me, hit me, hurt me, nail me to their tree I want to know, I want to know my God I want to know, I want to know my God I want to see, I want to see my God I want to see, I want to see my God Why i should die? Would I be more noticed than I ever was before? Would the things I've said and done matter any more? I have to know, I have to know my Lord I have to know, I have to know my Lord I have to see, I have to see my Lord I have to see, I have to see my Lord If I die what will be my reward? If I die what will be my reward? I have to know, I have to know my Lord I have to know, I have to know my Lord Why should I die? Can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain? Show me just a little of your omnipresent brain Show me there's a reason for your wanting me to die You're far too keen on where and how but not so hot on why Alright I'll die! Just watch me die See how I die See how I... Die Then I was inspired Now I'm sad and tired After all I've tried for three years, seems like ninety Why then am I scared to finish what I've started What you started--- I didn't start this God thy will is hard But you hold every card I will drink your cup of poison Nail me to your cross and break me Bleed me, beat me, kill me Take me now, before I change my mind