What was it I was thinking, or was I even thinking at all? When I think of what I thought back then Then I'm ashamed and I'm appalled That I gave up all I ever was so easily Living your life is not for me I won't be sedated, I won't be sedated Give me a little taste and I know, I won't want more I won't be sedated, stability is overrated Give me the disorder I adoreWhat was it you were thinking, or were you even thinking at all? When I think of what you thought of me I take offense and I'm appalled That you could discount all I love so easily Living your life is not for me I won't be sedated, I won't be sedated Give me a little taste and I know, I won't want more I won't be sedated, stability is overrated Give me the disorder I adoreI can't be a part, be a part, I can't be a part I can't be a part, be a part of your modern world I've gotta be apart, be apart, I've gotta be apart I've gotta be apart, I don't grasp the values that you hold I can't be a part, be a part, I can't be a part I can't be a part, be a part of your modern world I've gotta be apart, be apart, I've gotta be apart I've gotta be apart, I don't grasp the values that you hold I can't be a part, be a part, I can't be a part I can't be a part, be a part of your modern world I've gotta be apart, be apart, I've gotta be apart I've gotta be apart, I don't grasp your values