Black sky and oppressive ground
Continuous anger and sad rain
Disease penetrates into my soul
I'm even afraid to accept someone i searched for
I'm prevented by muddy ground
Illusion around me threatens my mentality

Words have no meaning
I only show my existence
Illusion from. scars
Its linked with memory
Suppressed desire runs down my soul
Can't live in this world being ourselves
Life is settled
Breaking through every wall
Thrown up in our faces

Judgment doesn't work
In such deep depression
Only... only... encourage my instinct
Try to respect my own will
This moment like ecstasy
I look up only leaving vanity
My whole life running through rapidly
Erase me!
Can't stop this beat if i'm being myself
Please!
Kill me right now!
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Black sky and oppressive ground
Continuous anger and sad rain
Disease penetrates into my soul
I'm even afraid to accept someone i searched for
I'm prevented by muddy ground
Illusion around me threatens my mentality

Words have no meaning
I only show my existence
Illusion from. scars
Its linked with memory
Suppressed desire runs down my soul
Can't live in this world being ourselves
Life is settled
Breaking through every wall
Thrown up in our faces

Judgment doesn't work
In such deep depression
Only... only... encourage my instinct
Try to respect my own will
This moment like ecstasy
I look up only leaving vanity
My whole life running through rapidly
Erase me!
Can't stop this beat if i'm being myself
Please!
Kill me right now!