[00:10.89]I roll over and go to reach for you, you're gone
[00:12.89]This bed's empty without you
[00:14.50]You said you're moving on
[00:15.45]But I'm having some trouble getting there
[00:16.60]But dwelling ain't getting me, uhh, anywhere
[00:17.91]Fuckin' Valentine's Day
[00:19.40]Fuck February, stuffed teddy bear, guts everywhere
[00:21.26]Machete on the floor I smashed up every mirror
[00:23.19]Yeah, how do I look?
[00:26.16]You fuckin' just let me here to die didn't you?
[00:28.23]Why didn't you respond yet?
[00:29.79]I've written you five or six different times and
[00:31.65]I'm gettin' sick and tired of always apologizing to you
[00:34.53]I didn't do shit to deserve what you're puttin' me through
[00:37.00]This couldn't be true, we can't be over
[00:38.23]So violets are blue, roses are red
[00:40.23]Why is it everything I do I'm reminded of you?
[00:42.23]Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[00:45.89]I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light
[00:50.42]Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[00:53.93]Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone
[00:59.29]Guess I gotta deal with the fact that, you ain't never comin' back
[01:02.43]Now every woman that I look at I'm lookin' for you
[01:03.89]So I'm findin' something the matter with them
[01:05.40]Excuse to not see anyone
[01:06.91]Useless, rather pick up the phone, not at all, followin' protocol
[01:09.38]I get bowled like bowling balls
[01:11.14]No calls and know to call to talk, forget what I want to say
[01:13.16]Damnit I'm drawin' blanks like I'm playin' hangman
[01:15.13]I'm sick of playin' these games, I can't handle this heartbreak
[01:17.40]It's makin' me wanna blow out my brains
[01:18.70]Like birthday cake candles
[01:19.74]Hang up the phone and I shake, I think I may have made a mistake
[01:21.61]Can't escape the madness
[01:22.98]Turn the radio on, I hate this sad song
[01:24.41]But I can't even change the station
[01:26.20]The same one's playin' on eight channels
[01:27.57]I lay awake in shambles I'm startin to hallucinate
[01:30.37]And I'm havin' all these visions of us at each other's wakes
[01:32.33]In caskets and suddenly I wake and that's when I know I
[01:34.48]Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[01:37.86]I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light
[01:42.35]Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[01:45.45]Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone
[01:54.13]Give me one more, bottle for the pain
[01:58.42]Give me one more for the memories
[02:02.89]Give me one more, I'll make it taste like a steak
[02:07.35]It'll help alleviate
[02:09.47]It'll soothe this ache
[02:11.46]Of trying to fake
[02:12.97]That she's really, she's really coming back
[02:16.61]And it's been a while now, but I finally realize how
[02:18.30]Much reality sucks, but it's just something about our love
[02:20.75]I'm still in denial now, dealing with the finality of it
[02:23.40]And it's making me crazy thinking of the days we, spent
[02:25.68]And how I'll never hold you again
[02:27.19]And there ain't shit I can do about it
[02:28.18]Now my head is overcrowded
[02:29.35]With these clouded memories and I can't seem to get you out it
[02:31.33]And how the fuck do you sleep comfortably
[02:33.10]Knowing what you done did to me, huh?
[02:34.37]Did it even occur to you that I loved you, humbly
[02:36.41]Complete, madly, head over heels for you
[02:38.35]Was you and me, wants us to be together forever
[02:40.44]It was supposed to be us, but you crushed the dream
[02:42.60]We was supposed to die together, and it's killing me so much
[02:44.75]When I sleep I wake up dead, must be why I
[02:47.51]Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[02:51.90]I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light
[02:55.35]Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[02:58.63]Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone