People say you looking old
Was it since I left
Or was it since I went home
Anway I hope you're doing well
Though we don't have to strike to tell you myself

Cause I'm searching for excuses
For why it wasn't your fault
And this isn't good for me,no no no
Not at all

You see I'm trying to save you
But I have to save me first
If that is true
Then that's a lesson I've learned

I don't wanna hurt you
But I have to be firm
If that is true
Then that's a  lesson I've learned

Through our love is a weapon forward
Cut down so deep
Left me a skinful wound feel more
Does my shadow cover mine with the rainbows
Smilling skies now feel to leave me alone

Cause I'm searching for excuses
For why It wasn't your fault
And this isn't good for me no no no
Not at all

You see I'm trying to save you
But I have to save me first
If that is true
Then that's a  lesson I've learned

I don't wanna hurt you
But I have to be firm
If that is true
Then that's a  lesson I've learned

And if I could
I will rescue us both
Though I don't need you
And you don't need my help

Cause since I've told them
Your time is up
And though I can't back you
Just Please don't give up

You see I'm trying to save you
But I have to save me first
If that is true
Then that's a lesson I've learned

I don't wanna hurt you
But I have to be firm
If that is true
Then that's a  lesson I've learned

If that is true
That's not a lesson I've learned
If that is true
Then that's a  lesson I've learned