Im not a gambler，i keep holding the dice
I know i've got a roll on me，its a double edged knife
Im so scared，but i want to stay
But saying this to you is so hard to say
If i let you in will that be the end
If i give you my heart will it get hurt again
Been pushed down，its made me afraid
If i give you my hand will you take the fear away？Take the fear away
Would you take the fear away？Take the fear away
It was 134 days ago
Now its time to put down my sellin over
It was 134 days ago
And every day i stop myself
It gets harder，it gets harder，it gets harder
Will you stand next to me watching girls walk by
Taking me for granted would you be that guy
Or will you be the one who that holds me honestly
That breaks the chains set my fears free
Or will you come home late drunk at 4 am
I don't think that im tough enough to do this again
Would you smile at me，have calm words to say
With love in your eyes would you take the fear away？Take the fear away
Would you take the fear away？Take the fear away
It was 134 days ago
Now its time to put down my sellin over
It was 134 days ago
And every day i stop myself
It gets harder，it gets harder，it gets harder
It gets harder，it gets harder，it gets harder
It gets harder，it gets harder，it gets harder
It was 134 days ago
Now its time to put down my sellin over
It was 134 days ago
And every day i stop myself
It gets harder，it gets harder，it gets harder
It gets harder，it gets harder，it gets harder
It gets harder，it gets harder，it gets harder
It gets harder，harder，harder