I sit alone in this room These walls stained with blood The walls are crying and it's starting to get to me I'm ticking like a bomb My mind is failing My sight is failing My lungs are failing My body is failing With these broken legs I'll stand up and fight Buried deep, a victim of my own mind It's only a matter of time I know that I'll be just fine I'm fighting to save myself I try to climb my way out Of this abyss that I've let myself become It's getting harder for me to breathe I don't know if I continue to live If I can learn from my mistakes When will I be able to live? I can't believe that I can be saved Where is the person I used to be? My mind is failing My sight is failing My lungs are failing With these broken legs I'll stand up and fight Buried deep, a victim of my own mind It's only a matter of time I know that I'll be just fine Inside out and upside down A million times I do this to myself But I, I know this is a test of my will I'm not letting it go until I'm okay with myself I'm not okay with myself With these broken legs I'll stand up and fight Buried deep, a victim of my own mind It's only a matter of time I know that I'll be just fine I'm fighting to save myself I try to climb my way out Of this abyss that I've let myself become I'm not giving up