"oh cold, hard earth, 
was it you that i've missed? 
did i long for the taste 
of the ground i just kissed? 
i know i made this choice, 
a long time ago, 
it's just too hard to realise, 
that i can't let you go. 
i didn't dare to imagine, 
how this distant choice of mine 
could be total satisfaction 
and insanity combined."