[00:00.00]Abandoned 2（弃2）-Rav /Kill Bill
[00:20.920]My penmanship slips sloppy as all hell
[00:23.55]Both feet dangle from the top of the guardrail
[00:25.447]Street fight stance get up off of me dark well
[00:28.07]Lost on the road tryin'to find if the star fell
[00:30.479]Heavy as barbell his thoughts remained and dipped
[00:33.247]Deep in construction but he lost the manuscripts
[00:35.479]Break through the skull slide across the candle lit floor
[00:38.541]No tellin'what's in store for the bore
[00:40.733]Life is a balancing act that I can't keep up
[00:43.189]But I'm rollin'with the punches by rollin'a couple trees up
[00:45.645]It slows me
[00:46.718]The solution turns to problems
[00:48.54]Momma told me keep my head out
[00:49.478]The clouds I hear it often
[00:50.598]Now I'm dead to the world
[00:52.221]Where my coffin
[00:53.132]Catch me sittin'by the gravity bong
[00:54.806]You heard it coughin'
[00:55.670]Time to sleep
[00:56.806]Seems like it's all that I do
[00:58.150]I say I'm down to the death but
[00:59.662]I don't talk to my crew
[01:00.750]Man I'm with drawin'rippin'a big bong
[01:02.702]A tall cup of haven't even made
[01:04.390]It people sayin'I'm washed up
[01:06.294]Y'all got me f**ked up
[01:07.954]Literally
[01:08.368]It's puff puff to get to sleep puff puff for energy
[01:10.752]I f**ked up
[01:11.488]Synergy lost I'm depressed
[01:13.228]Feel the world crumble 'round me like it's all for the best
[01:15.891]I don't f**k with you lames tryin'to talk and I'm stressed
[01:18.339]I'm screamin'f**k the world from the top of my chest
[01:21.106]Kill Bill is jinzo and jinzo will kill Bill
[01:23.490]He change when the wind blows the windows are still filthy
[01:26.353]Fog division the 57split
[01:28.585]That's a long division
[01:29.753]Cuttin'it back just means
[01:31.273]Longer spliff ends
[01:32.417]Dead to the medicine
[01:33.497]I've been fallin'victim
[01:35.329]To my own evil deeds
[01:37.129]Deeds deeds deeds
[01:38.697]I'm just sittin'in the static of my own frequencies
[02:02.361]I ask the voices when they'll stop they all answer Forfeit
[02:04.617]Exploring this torment and dormancy it's morbid
[02:07.204]Every one of my demons is now
[02:10.54]My every fear mocks me It murders me to live in
[02:12.232]The living room over dying world that
[02:14.111]I wage war with
[02:14.943]But I refuse to die in the world that
[02:16.687]I was born in
[02:17.477]Seeking peace of mind but my mind peace is torture
[02:19.741]My existence and I'm trying to resist
[02:21.365]It but it's boring
[02:22.493]I've seen through their pattern first they
[02:23.949]Laugh then run from me
[02:24.893]It's like I'm tryin'to sell cigarettes
[02:26.117]To these tobacco companies
[02:27.165]But why do I insist to make them happy
[02:29.317]When I know not
[02:30.125]Of happiness myself sitting trapped within my shell
[02:32.597]If that act alone don't seem backwards in itself
[02:34.861]Then consider all my vices that keep damaging my health
[02:37.542]It seems that I'll never reach the vantage on the shelf
[02:39.926]And it's not that I can't reach it
[02:41.470]I just haven't got the will
[02:44.364]So what's the point then
[02:45.500]Why seek a partner a house or employment
[02:47.748]If you don't ever experience enjoyment
[02:50.356]Then all the time you spent just gets flushed down
[02:52.382]The toilet
[02:53.73]Well
[02:55.274]Don't find joy in pricey things clothes cars diamond rings
[02:57.951]Y'all keep saying that I've been so dark enlighten me
[03:00.503]Every expectation's just so large it frightens me
[03:02.878]Tired of this planet but no star's inviting me
[03:05.186]You tell me to speak up but
[03:06.522]When I open up you hide from me
[03:08.114]You're all happy or just all trying to lie to me
[03:10.442]And so my dark refinery's still functionin'
[03:13.374]Tryin'to punch through the walls 'cause I hope
[03:15.390]To discover lots of cameras
[03:16.670]Rav this was a hoax
[03:18.22]This was all a ruse to you're worthy
[03:20.55]Now you can live happily but the fact actually is
[03:23.283]I'm still livin'on a planet
[03:25.659]Where my self-interests don't matter
[03:28.171]Where my selfishness won't vanish
[03:31.865]I'm still abandoned
[03:33.505]Still livin'on a planet
[03:35.777]Where my self-interests don't matter
[03:38.313]Where my selfishness won't vanish
[03:42.52]I'm still abandoned