I close my eyes
Try to tell myself, it'll be alright
But my doubting mind
Is against me now, I can't hold it down.
I thought I was a strong man
I don't wanna say that I'm falling apart.
I know I'm gonna break,
So what's it gonna take to get to my heart.
Oh, You want my heart.
And sometimes
You shatter dreams, You tear down walls
You wake me up, when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me.
You shower me, when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
Just to get to me.
I don't deserve
For You to chase me down, to call me out.
One day I hope to learn
How to completely give you all of me, hey
Through all my testing,
You have never left me falling apart.
I know I'm gonna break
Do what it's gonna take to get to my heart.
If that means
You shatter dreams, You tear down walls
You wake me up, when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me.
You shower me, when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
Just to get to me.
Before I ever had a heartbeat
Before I even had a name
You held my life inside of Your hands.
Every door that You open,
And every road that You've closed,
Was Your plan in motion to make me who I am.
You shatter dreams, You tear down walls
You wake me up, when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me.
You shower me, when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
You never hold back
You never hold back anything,
Just to get to me.