Every time I see your face I'm lost for words, I don't know what to say You're smiling at me like a wolf I close my eyes as my skin crawls away You can keep on making lists I'll be happy making my mistakes You'll be ticking off your boxes I'll be busy planning my escape I won't stay, but I can't leave Some twisted sense of loyalty You make me love the things I hate Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away Please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away you pulling wings off butterflies Just to hide the pain you feel inside Keep telling yourself you're in charge Telling yourself it'll be alright And you'll stay happy in the dark I'll be out drifting out towards the light When you start to speak your mind I'll just turn around and roll my eyes I won't stay, but I can't leave Some twisted sense of loyalty You make me love the things I hate Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away Please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away Stop breathing down my neck Do you understand me yet? Sometimes, you have to lose I'm living life for me, not you I won't stay, but I can't leave Some twisted sense of loyalty You make me love the things I hate Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away I won't stay, but I can't leave Some twisted sense of loyalty You make me love the things I hate Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away Please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away