[00:09.160]I drove by all the places [00:11.080]We used to hang out and get wasted [00:13.700]I thought about our last kiss [00:15.970]How it felt, the way you tasted [00:18.560]And even though your friends tell me [00:20.870]You're doing fine [00:23.270]And you're somewhere feeling lonely [00:25.180]Even though he's right beside you [00:27.760]When he says those words that hurt you [00:29.860]Do you read the ones I wrote you? [00:32.350]Sometimes I start to wonder [00:34.500]Was it just a lie? [00:37.380]If what we had was real [00:39.230]How could you be fine? [00:43.200]'Cause I'm not fine at all [00:44.600]I remember the day you told me you were leaving [00:48.910]I remember the makeup running down your face [00:53.470]And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them [00:58.180]Like every single wish we ever made [01:03.090]I wish that I could wake up with amnesia [01:07.600]Forget about the stupid little things [01:12.360]Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you [01:17.000]And the memories I never can escape [01:20.750]'Cause I'm not fine at all [01:26.540]The pictures that you sent me [01:28.490]They're still living in my phone [01:31.030]I admit I'd like to see them [01:33.150]I'll admit I feel alone [01:35.840]All my friends keep asking why I'm not around [01:40.660]It hurts to know you're happy [01:42.570]And it hurts that you've moved on [01:45.270]It's hard to hear your name [01:46.930]When I haven't seen you in so long [01:49.870]It's like we never happened, was it just a lie? [01:54.760]If what we had was real how could you be fine? [02:00.540]'Cause I'm not fine at all [02:01.720]I remember the day you told me you were leaving [02:06.220]I remember the makeup running down your face [02:10.880]And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them [02:15.580]Like every single wish we ever made [02:20.380]I wish that I could wake up with amnesia [02:24.920]Forget about the stupid little things [02:29.640]Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you [02:34.430]And the memories I never can escape [02:38.850]If today I woke up with you right beside me [02:43.790]Like all of this was just some twisted dream [02:48.590]I'd hold you closer than I ever did before [02:52.970]And you'd never slip away [02:55.280]And you'd never hear me say [02:57.800]I remember the day you told me you were leaving [03:02.360]I remember the makeup running down your face [03:07.120]And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them [03:11.750]Like every single wish we ever made [03:16.530]I wish that I could wake up with amnesia [03:21.150]Forget about the stupid little things [03:25.830]Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you [03:30.580]And the memories I never can escape [03:34.240]Cause I'm not fine at all, [03:38.730]No, I'm really not fine at all [03:43.490]Tell me this is just a dream [03:48.060]'Cause I'm really not fine at all