So tired trying to see from
Behind the red in my eyes
No better version of me
I could pretend to be tonight
So deep in the swirl with the most familiar swine
For reasons wretched and divine
She blows out of nowhere
a Roman candle of the wild
Laughing her way through my feeble disguise
No other version of me I would rather be tonight
And Lord she found me just in time
'Cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done
I need to be youthfully felt
'cause God I never felt young
She's gonna save me call me baby
Run her hands through my hair
She'll know me crazy sooth me daily
But better yet she wouldn't care
We'll steal a Lexus be detectives
Ride round pickin' up clues
We'll name our children Jackie and Wilson
'raise them on rhythm and blues
Lord it'd be great to find a place
We could escape sometime
Me and my isis growing black irises in the sunshine
Every version of me dead
And buried in the yard outside
we’d sit back and watch the world go by
Happy to lie back watch it burn and rust
We tried the world good God it wasn't for us
She's gonna save me call me baby
Run her hands through my hair
She'll know me crazy sooth me daily
But better yet she wouldn't care
We'll steal a Lexus be detectives
Ride round pickin' up clues
We'll name our children Jackie and Wilson
Raise them on rhythm and Blues
Cut clean from the dream that night
Let my mind reset
Looking up from the cigarette and she's already left
I start digging up the yard for what's left of me
in our little vignette
For whatever pour soul is coming next
She's gonna save me call me baby
Run her hands through my hair
She'll know me crazy sooth me daily
But better yet she wouldn't care
We'll steal a Lexus be detectives
Ride around pickin' up clues
We'll name our children Jackie and Wilson
Raise them on rhythm and Blues