[00:00.771]I have so much faith in the fact that things will all go wrong.
[00:05.667]I'd never doubt that.
[00:07.712]I'll never doubt it again.
[00:10.392]Struggling with the fear, it's eating me alive.
[00:14.418]I need a chance to survive.
[00:18.669]Hate, subconscious rage, relapse again into my ways.
[00:23.538]Reshape the philosophy of what I see versus what I believe.
[00:28.587]Burdened by the weight on my back I don't know exactly where I went wrong.
[00:36.653]With my own eyes I've seen the innocent die,
[00:40.088]I watched the multitudes lie through their teeth to all the homeless in the streets.
[00:45.654]I hear them say they want a truth, they want peace, they want it handed to them,
[00:51.103]yet they don't even want to dig.
[00:57.920]Paint my insides black, not like it matters in the end.
[01:05.087]I'll do whatever it takes to get me in.
[01:10.637]And on my skin, I'll paint it white, I'm free from sin.
[01:19.969]I'm free from sin, oh god I'm desperate.
[01:24.317]I need to feel heaven in my hands.
[01:28.834]Wandering, my mind, we go our separate ways.
[01:33.268]I found my faith in relation again.
[01:37.799]I reconsider every moment that I spend.
[01:41.950]I have so much faith in the fact that things will all go wrong.
[01:46.759]I'll never doubt that, I'll never doubt it again.
[01:51.283]Struggling with the fear, it's eating me alive.
[01:55.717]I need a chance to survive.
[01:59.966]Just know, I didn't want to assume the worst.
[02:04.314]Just know, I didn't want to be of this world.
[02:08.832]I know that I always assume the worst.
[02:13.216]I know the world assumes the worst of me.
[02:27.865]And now I feel the judgement of the masses.
[02:31.197]There's no "I think I believe", there's only things I can see.
[02:36.899]Lingering in the basement of your mind is that fear that you were wrong all along.
[02:45.828]It's my deepest fear.
[03:15.679]Go on, expose the truth for what it is