[00:04.188]My imagination’s not a crazy one, no
[00:07.721]I grew up in the slums where they kill anything that grows
[00:11.008]I'm saying i can't make these things up so
[00:13.937]We only live reality, if you daydream then you go
[00:17.260]And I'm tired of people saying i ain't did nothing they did
[00:20.213]I'm talking knife fights with kids as kids
[00:23.205]Til one of us no longer lives
[00:25.423]And I've been hanging with the wrong group again
[00:28.157]With myself and who else
[00:29.906]And a bunch of dead men who wanna see my name on a headstone
[00:35.047]Finally mother****er i can be alone
[00:37.701]Tell my woman just to visit me from time to time
[00:41.224]And that I love her give my family that same line
[00:44.723]And to my brothers, give my money to my murderers
[00:47.927]They deserve to be rewarded for their hard work
[00:50.964]I'm hard to kill, who was with me when i was gunned down
[00:54.281]And stabbed up
[00:55.937]I bled alone and it changed me to a cold ****
[00:59.219]And friend I've been on this course for so long
[01:02.156]If you knew how painful it was for me to live
[01:04.755]You’d want me gone
[01:06.194]I'm numb from my head to my toes
[01:09.219]How can I feel for another soul?
[01:11.094]I can't even feel the ****ing wind blow
[01:13.325]And scars cover my body and im scary and im ugly
[01:16.571]And women only touch me to tell others that they’ve touched me
[01:19.941]And men only touch me with bullets or to slug me
[01:23.154]And I only touch myself with a knife blade that cuts me
[01:26.510]And the devil is a b***h who just keeps trying to **** me
[01:29.454]And my god is a woman who don't give a **** about me
[01:32.942]Because no-one loves a killer, not truly, just trust me
[01:36.035]Where I'm from its survival of the fittest and they all hunt me
[01:39.914]Welcome to the worlds most dangerous game
[01:42.752]I know you’ve heard me say it before
[01:44.662]Now I'm inviting you to play
[01:46.921]You better be better than just good aim
[01:49.614]You’ll need senses you either have ‘em or you don't
[01:52.207]I can't explain
[01:53.938]Like when you walk into a room you memorize where everything is
[01:57.126]The exits the doors the windows
[01:58.896]Are there stairs are there kids?
[02:01.067]Who you’ll have to take and who you’ll have trouble with
[02:03.755]Running can be retreat or re-positioning you decide what it is
[02:07.323]To a better vantage point
[02:09.189]Get low and dig in and make every shot count
[02:11.464]Because if the clip empties you’re finished
[02:14.216]If a man approaches you at night and you have no idea why
[02:17.807]Don't wait to hear him speak, pull it out and don't shoot in the sky
[02:21.036]His eyes will widen up and aim right between those eyes
[02:24.664]When he drops, don't run
[02:26.285]Stand over him and feel him die
[02:28.213]And if anyone you’re unsure about’s around, they gotta go too
[02:31.948]Or his family finds out
[02:33.394]And you have people you’ve never seen coming to kill you
[02:36.369]And I don't care who you are and if you care or not
[02:39.374]You’re looking over your shoulder at every passing car
[02:41.776]You could be shot
[02:43.388]And once you’ve felt that stress, life doesn't get to you
[02:47.160]Not anymore, not after what we’ve been through
[02:51.576]And I no longer bother to ask father to forgive me
[02:55.074]I've been fighting all my life, there’s no fight left in me
[02:59.135]Every day i wake up ready to die
[03:01.609]But when I turn the gun on myself all i see is your big eyes
[03:05.429]And I've hurt you so much i can't do it one more time
[03:08.808]So I grind my teeth together and i try to unwind
[03:12.864]But time doesn't move when you’re sitting in this spot
[03:16.145]And I'm trapped in this body with this soul i don't want
[03:19.773]And I think at night i cut myself, to sleep
[03:23.280]Because i wake up, and I'm stuck to my sheets
[03:26.506]And I don't recall what happened
[03:28.534]Was it me? was it possession?
[03:30.175]I have scars appear in my skin after dreams
[03:33.707]Where are my big eyes where am I
[03:36.883]I've lost my place at home by your side
[03:40.279]I've been trapped in that killing field boy
[03:42.941]Where it’s carry a gun or die
[03:44.530]And c********rs wanna know how I'm still alive
[03:47.808]I had to kill to get here, boy
[03:49.618]So, next time you try
[03:51.336]Know I was baptized in blood and gun powder at age 5
[03:55.453]And when I close my eyes i only see one thing
[03:59.230]A pile of hands I cut off belonging to men who’ve touched my queen and
[04:04.070]I can no longer hold myself together
[04:08.445]So I'm just gonna leave pieces of me laying wherever