Soror sui excidium -Sopor Aeternus
Step into my thought
Blades sharp and long
While I dared to gaze inside myself
And caught a glimpse of what
Yes perform your own destruction
And I feel the same delight
Share the wish to die
Spiritualized this
Death is a mental state
Still anguish is his name
Fill me up with your chill
Alone in my emptiness
Gratefully I'll receive your pain
Unworthy to some light
I long to embrace you fire
I'll be the tomb
Where you spread your seed
And along with your
Blosson I shall expire
Leave me alone
Can't you leave me alone
The unclean presence of flesh
I just cannot bear
A ballet well balanced
Between pain and foregiveness
It won't collide and if I'm crushed by
I do not care
I do no can I longer care
I do no can I longer care
I do no can I longer care
I do no can I
No-one will ever recognize my fall
And if someone accidentially did
He wouldn't waste a thought
No
Would not spare a single thought
I cannot think of a reason
Why I should remain
Only their faces
Might alter
But my desperation will stay the same
It even increases with time
The barriers of the gate have simply
Desoved within my tears
The Lord of the Dark
Side though shapeless
He waits for my
Behold
My beloved
I'll always belong to thee
I died for you
For you I'll die
Together in a realm
Of the infinite night
I died for you
And for you I will die
Blessed be those that
Dwell in your light
Hand in hand in hand in hand
Lifeless I can finally understand
Embraced to intimately
Beloved Sister of Selfdestruction
YOU ARE INSIDE OF ME