Maarja First In Line I Wonder When the leaves have turned to yellow colder winds freeze me through Seems to me that I was dreamin' when I hoped you wanted me too Maybe I'm a fool who loved you but I learned from time to time I believe that love's no friend of mine And I wonder I wonder why a real life always is so hard to find I wonder why it's always hard to leave it all behind But I believe that one day I will find my one true love Through the night of darkest winter I can't count the times I've cried It's so hard to understand still my tears just haven't dried Used to be so very easy Just to give my heart away Now I've learned to save it for a special day And I wonder I wonder why a real life always is so hard to find I wonder why it's always hard to leave it all behind But I believe that one day I will find my one true love I, I wonder why