I forgot the warm of kindness I forgot the taste of love What the f**k is happening to me I see no lights around me And that cannot set me free I've lost my courage I've lost all faith in myself Who is that person in the mirror That's not me That's not me Where's my sun Where are my blossoming fields When my smile was a mark on my face And happiness was a mark on my mind When my smile was a mark on my face And happiness was a mark on my mind So god tell me why And now here I am again I'm a ghost of a better man Face to face with myself I'm just walking in the hell I'm a portrait of a hollow shell It's time to rise That's not me I forgot the warm of kindness I forgot the taste of love What the f**k is happening to me I see no lights around me And that cannot set me free I've lost my courage I've lost all faith in myself Who is that person in the mirror That's not me And now here I am again I'm a ghost of a better man Face to face with myself I'm just walking in hell I'm a portrait of a hollow shell It's time to rise That's not me I've tried to be What they expect from me I see no lights around me and that can't set me free I've tried to be what they expect from me So why do I feel so lonely now I can hear the wave whisper my name Never be the same I'll never be the same I'll never be the same anymore I'm a portrait of a hollow shell I forgot the warm of kindness I forgot the taste of love What the f**k is happening to me I see no lights around me And that cannot set me free What's wrong with me What's wrong with me This cage is getting tighter and it's choking me It's choking me It's choking me This prison's getting colder and it's freezing me It's freezing me