[00:14.281]I spend my nights thinking the worst [00:19.063]And telling myself that everything's going to work out [00:26.766]I keep kicking myself in the mouth [00:31.282]Opening up every cut that should be a scar by now [00:38.720] [00:42.173]I need the hope I always tell my friends about [00:49.080]I need the hope I always tell my friends about [00:54.127] [00:56.253]I sleep with the TV on, it covers up my feelings about the past [01:03.425]Here I am lying awake thinking about how things used to be [01:11.394] [01:17.770]I'm sick and tired [01:20.957]I'm sick and tired of being at the same old place in my head [01:28.927]Give me peace of mind [01:32.380]I always backtrack to my old self [01:37.161]When I'm holding on to despair and cracks in my life [01:44.334]I'm holding on when I need to let go [01:50.178] [01:53.366]I sleep with the TV on, it covers up my feelings about the past [02:00.007]Here I am lying awake thinking about how things used to be [02:08.507] [02:31.884]Doubt is the soil that fear grows in [02:36.665]I'm dirty from head to toe [02:41.978]Doubt is the soil that fear grows in [02:47.025]I'm dirty from head to toe [02:52.338]Doubt is the story of how fear grows in [02:57.917]I'm dirty from head to toe [03:02.085]I'm dirty from head to toe [03:07.663]I'm dirty from head to toe