To have this and lose control Exposes you to end it all The power is in your hands So keep abusing this Deprecate my propositions Isolate my state of mind, I long the vision Break this endless cycle of monotony Sweet scent of denial, infused fantasy To have this and lose control Exposes you to end it all The power is in your hands So keep abusing this I’m not done yet, not for one minute My persistence needs some ******* credit Let’s not sugar coat this *******t We both know you instantly regret it Your resilience pulls me down, with no integrity Just another one of your games to keep me around, no empathy No promises No making amends Bring the walls down to reveal that nothing is real in this constant static This is a result of nothing else but your selfishness I’ll keep crawling towards the scent An empty soul that no one knows Stripped and tethered worn to the bone I can’t see one way out of this I've done all I can I’m losing grip I wipe the slate clean, dispose of the agony Just for you to start again Come on, ******* reel me in Passion subsiding reverting To have this and lose control Exposes you to end it all The power is in your hands So keep abusing this