[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:02.02]I was standing on the corner between main street and pine, [00:21.18]And I thought I saw your ghost, but it was really just mine [00:24.71]So let me crawl into your skin for a minute, [00:27.35]I promise I'll leave, when I learn what love is [00:29.79]I never mean't to be the problem, but I also never thought I'd be your purpose [00:33.42]Cause these night terrors can't find me when I refuse to fall asleep [00:37.50]Cold breeze weakens my immune system as I continue to walk down the street [00:41.73]And I saw a vision of me walking, holding the hand of a beautiful child [00:45.51]The child had your eyes, and she also had my smile [00:48.75]And in that moment, she was the only girl I could love as much as you [00:53.72]And the weakening reality of this measure begin to erode the hope I had of feeling alive so I adopted complacency. [01:00.55]The world took all of our dreams and let fear set in, and the only way to drown it out was to not feel anything. [01:06.19]But I ask you, please save songs for me and my bride to sing, for when we decide the time is right. [01:12.57]Save songs for me and my bride to sing, for when we decide to fall asleep. [01:17.34]But until then, I guess I'll just keep walking. [01:21.39]When I have nothing to think about, my mind either wanders into remembering how much I love holding you tight, or some nights [01:32.09]I just dive into a monologue in my own mind, arguing through theology and when I felt completely lonely. [01:38.23]I ventured into a new part of life saying to myself, [01:40.47]"We all worship a God who already taught us how to die." And would he do it again if he knew I was going to be alive? [01:49.62]Cause I get on my knees to get closer to the sky, [01:52.76]And I take my many blessings and then I kiss them goodbye. Cause I have this habit of being selfish. [01:58.88]And blaming my shortcomings on just being a habit. But I love it because it's convenient. [02:02.98]And I keep saying I'm gonna change, but until then I'll just keep walking. [02:10.15]And I remember the moment I destroyed everything I loved, just to find out that I had no idea what love was. [02:19.25]And the conformity that came with materialistic ambitions reduced my heart to nothing more than a target for depression. [02:30.41]When no product is for luxury, but now just a cure for depression. I turned my back on her, hoping I could find a new solution [02:41.12]And I keep walking, and the wind picks up, and I keep walking, and I miss my love, and I keep walking. [02:45.45]And I keep asking, save songs for me and my bride to sing for when we decide that the time is right. [02:53.53]Save songs for me and my bride to sing for when we decide to fall asleep. [02:58.41]Cause a gust of wind knocks me off my feet, and it doesn't seem to affect a single man made building. [03:04.74]I guess sometimes we are weaker than what we create. So what does that say about our love and our hate? [03:10.41]Maybe nothing. Maybe everything. Maybe I'm wrong. Just save something for me.?