[ti:Lose Yourself] [ar:Hotel Books] [al:] [00:15.48]They say it's hard to fall in love, [00:17.77]Maybe they never learned how to patiently wait. [00:20.85]They say it's always dark before the dawn [00:23.44]But you said goodbye before the dawn could break [00:28.22]So who's really right in the end? [00:30.61]When you tore down the walls [00:32.35]but I'm the one alone in this bed? [00:34.64]As you feel his hands around your waist [00:37.27]I can feel them around my neck. [00:40.71]God, this complacency has numbed me [00:43.67]and this numbing has scared me back into the deep [00:46.86]I'm slowly learning how to learn from something, [00:49.54]and realizing the only thing worse than feeling pain [00:52.58]is feeling nothing. [00:56.36]There is an intoxication in her smile and it went straight to my head, [01:00.65]Without it I can hardly see past the blurred lines that I've always been fed [01:05.83]And sometimes I wonder, maybe my chest cavity is growing bigger, [01:10.50]or maybe my heart is just sinking [01:13.19]Either way we decorate this ship, it's still sinking. [01:20.61]And I always had love to blame, [01:24.44]And I always had love to blame, [01:30.91]As I try to find my way, I feel this pain [01:37.73]And I had love to blame. [01:51.11]I had love to blame. [02:07.55]If I were to believe in love, [02:09.79]I would have to see a flood, [02:11.64]But knowing my luck, I would somehow float to shore [02:14.82]And have to wake up. [02:19.98]I don't want to wake up, [02:24.86]I don't want to wake up. [02:28.05]'Cause I'm trying, just trying to find the light inside. [02:34.27]So roll this stone away, [02:39.29]I don't want to sleep another day. [02:44.92]I just want to be in your presence, [02:49.70]So please let me fade away.