[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:16.70]Chapter 5 My son is born [00:23.84]Next morning, Darnley came to see me. [00:28.82]He was afraid.'What's the matter,husband?' [00:34.51]I said.'Why are you crying?' [00:40.36]'Oh Mary, Mary!'he said. 'I'm sorry!" [00:46.72]I was wrong!I helped those men to kill Riccio, [00:51.47]and now the Earl of Moray is back here with them! [00:55.33]He hates me!他恨我! [00:57.13]I am afraid they're going to kill me, and you too. [01:01.77]Think of our child, Mary, here inside you!' [01:08.58]He took me in his arms again. [01:11.90]I was very angry. [01:15.52]I am sorry, James, [01:17.74]that this man was your father. [01:21.42]He was a stupid boy, not a man. [01:26.56]He was tall and strong and beautiful [01:31.77]but he could never think like a man or a king. [01:38.18]I said,' You know these men, Henry. [01:43.16]What do they want?' [01:46.70]'They-they want our child, Mary. [01:51.45]They don't want us. [01:53.79]They're going to put you in prison. [01:56.79]They don't want you to be Queen- [02:00.04]they want your child to be King or Queen. [02:05.18]I-I don't know what they want to do with me. [02:12.33]'Perhaps they want you to be King, too, [02:16.16]without me,'I said quietly. [02:22.08]'Then you can do what they say, like a little boy.' [02:29.07]'Perhaps,Mary." [02:31.13]They said that,yesterday. [02:33.47]But now that Moray's here-I don't know. [02:37.30]I'm afraid. Please help me!' [02:41.59]He began to cry again. [02:44.14]'What can we do?' [02:47.39]'We can run away,'I said. [02:51.19]'We can leave Edinburgh quickly and quietly, [02:54.92]before Ruthven and his men stop us. [02:58.45]Be quiet for a minute. [03:00.88]I want to think.' [03:04.11]I walked up and down for two or three minutes, [03:09.03]then I said:'Henry, go back to these men. [03:15.79]Tell them-' [03:17.46]'No! Mary, please! I can't! [03:22.31]I'm afraid of them!' [03:25.46]'Listen to me,Henry!" [03:27.70]And try to be a man. [03:30.70]Go and tell them I'm ill, [03:33.73]because of the child. [03:36.17]Say I'm not angry with them. [03:38.83]Tell them anything-lie to them. [03:42.69]Then, tonight, bring some men and horses here, [03:48.34]behind the castle…' [03:53.02]He went, and did it.All day I waited in my rooms, [03:59.88]and listened. [04:02.37]Then, at one o'clock in the morning, [04:06.23]Darnley and I went quietly down the stairs behind the castle. [04:13.82]Some of my friends were there, [04:16.31]with horses for us. [04:19.43]Quickly, we rode away into the night. [04:24.56]That was a very bad night. [04:28.28]It was dark and cold. [04:31.68]I was ill,and Darnley was afraid. [04:37.89]'Come on!'he said. [04:41.20]'Ride faster,woman! [04:43.61]You're too slow!' [04:46.59]But I was pregnant, and it was cold and dark. [04:52.99]We rode for five bours in the rain. [04:57.08]'I can't, Henry!'I said. [05:01.51]'I'm ill.Think of the baby!" [05:05.54]I don't want it to die!' [05:09.31]'Why not?'he said. [05:12.30]We can always make another one!' [05:16.85]I'm sorry, but it is true. [05:20.73]Your father said things like that,James.. [05:26.14]Then he rode away in front of me, into the dark. [05:32.71]I rode slowly behind, [05:35.69]with my good woman, Bess Curle. [05:41.50]In the morning we arrived at Dunbar Castle. [05:46.93]Darnley slept,and I wrote letters to my friends. [05:53.13]Next day Lord Bothwell came to help me. [05:57.89]I liked him-he was a good, strong man. [06:04.75]Soon I had an army of 8,000 men. [06:10.64]Bothwell and I rode back to Edinburgh with the army. [06:16.23]Lord Ruthven died, and some of his friends ran away. [06:22.08]But the Earl of Moray stayed. [06:26.72]All that summer I ruled the country, [06:30.95]and waited for the baby. [06:34.42]My husband stayed outside my rooms. [06:38.91]I did not want to see him. [06:41.85]No one did. [06:43.69]Perhaps he drank with his friends. [06:46.75]I don't know. [06:50.11]And then, on 19th June, [06:54.31]in a small room in Edinburgh Castle, [06:58.48]my baby was born. [07:02.06]It took a long time, [07:05.12]but at last you were in my arms, James, my son. [07:13.52]I asked your father to come in. [07:16.77]'My Lord Henry,'I said. [07:20.67]'This is our baby! Look at him, my Lord. [07:26.36]Take him in your arms. [07:29.34]He is your son-isn't he beautiful?' [07:35.92]But your father did not love me, James. [07:40.96]Very often, after you were born, [07:44.66]he slept with other women. [07:47.70]I know that because he talked to everyone about it. [07:53.48]I think he wanted people to know. [07:58.80]And I am sorry, but I do not think he loved you,James. [08:07.05]When I took you to church and gave you your name, [08:12.46]he did not come. [08:15.09]He wasn't interested. [08:18.44]But because of him, [08:20.72]David Riccio was dead. [08:24.58]I could never forget that.Never.