[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:01.14]I'm 47, you know? I'm 47 and having a baby, [00:04.75]which is kind of a miracle, and it kind of sucks, if you see what I mean. [00:10.44]We'd given up on the kid thing about a year ago. [00:13.48]You know, fertility treatments, acupuncture needles in my eyes. [00:18.01]Well, not really, but it felt like it. [00:20.58]It was like, "screw this. I want my life back." [00:25.45]Then one awesome night on the beach with a bottle of merlot -- [00:29.39]I should have these labs back in a couple hours. [00:31.62]You get it, right? [00:33.30]My hesitation? [00:35.20]This isn't an easy decision, I mean. [00:37.85]I'm having a baby. [00:40.60]You have advanced-stage carcinoma. [00:42.70]You're 47 years old. [00:44.14]Statistically you have a good probability of survival. [00:47.60]If you forego treatment, chances are you won't see your baby go to kindergarten, [00:50.87]so whose life are you interested in saving? [01:00.14]Excuse me.