[00:27.62]I...
[00:29.70]I feel like a mouth facilitating the language
[00:36.09]constructed by the mind of depression
[00:42.17]A vocal confirmation that I have diluted my ambition
[00:46.82]to accommodate my aggression
[00:54.10]Watered down prayer requests to a sky painted blue,
[00:59.73]like the ocean of my heart
[01:02.46]Settled for what I detest to a lie that the truth kept us apart
[01:09.74]With a sea between hope and me,
[01:11.92]I lack the ability to figure out where to start
[01:15.86]Letting fear sit in the drivers seat to a hearse
[01:19.05]to comfort me as I drive back to insanity
[01:21.17]
[01:23.59]Disconnected from the discontent strategies
[01:27.22]de-straddled the child inside of me
[01:30.41]Feeding greens to the the malnourished spirit I identified myself as
[01:36.38]A heart of glass, fragile enough to break,
[01:41.08]but once put on display, it doesn't hurt so bad
[01:49.38]Cause moments, I felt sick. I felt poisoned.
[01:58.08]But other moments, I was asleep...
[02:04.46]It was a day I felt chosen, but through self torment;
[02:09.21]I was knee deep in a sinking sand called grief
[02:16.49]Feeling let down by my poor decisions,
[02:19.07]I felt in eternity without you, was one not worth living?
[02:24.48]I hope to someday have the faith
[02:26.98]to believe in God as much as he believes in me
[02:36.89]I hope to someday have the faith to believe in God
[02:42.39]as much as he believes in me...
[02:44.62]
[02:46.08]After years of feeling inadequate to the bars
[02:48.68]set by those superior to me,
[02:52.47]I found strength, but not in the place I was looking
[02:57.88]Investing monetary value into the half-truth
[03:01.02]of the pharmaceuticals being quiet, a ghost
[03:04.21]I finally became accepting of myself as part of the solution,
[03:08.31]no more of that pointless appointment booking
[03:11.94]
[03:13.41]I surrendered control to the heart inside of me
[03:17.80]and let my passion drive until I was done completely
[03:23.72]Done completely out of the hole, gained back control,
[03:30.00]saved from the cold, feeling back home
[03:34.06]Or maybe feeling home for the first time
[03:38.36]Because for the first time in a long time, I felt alive.
[03:44.72]I felt the ability to strive
[03:52.10]I felt like there were odds stacked for me,
[03:55.65]and love was on my side
[03:58.88]
[04:06.65]Everybody has the strength to do great things
[04:09.64]as long as we don't compromise for a world of things
[04:13.38]Darling, you deserve so much more than what this world has given you;
[04:18.99]I promise it's true
[04:21.98]And if you see through it, you can do anything,
[04:25.62]anything you set your heart to
[04:29.05]
[04:35.73]I've been at the lowest point beyond anything I ever did foresee
[04:39.93]And with the power of love and ambition,
[04:42.45]I found myself back into a place of peace
[04:49.54]And you are deserving of authenticity
[04:51.86]and legitimacy and the riveting awakening
[04:54.67]that can only be found through the love
[04:56.54]and defeat of a beautiful king
[05:03.21]No tyranny, no family holding you together as the wounds heal
[05:10.34]You are deserving of so much more than what this world has offered.
[05:17.12]You are deserving of so much more than what this world has offered...
[05:26.37]You deserve the love of a beautiful king...