You say goodbye. It's slow now. I say I miss you when you're gone. Clean up myself. Say you love me. Make sure I'm enough to be the one who keeps up with you now. Make fun of me when I'm around. I'll take the fights as long as I can. Tie up my hands. I got no plans. Chip away the fun. Am I growing out of being in love with what's nothing like me? You grew up to be everything you saw in your family. All of them love you. You live to love me. Slowly, counting every breath it takes to say please. I'm laying off the bad times. I'm moving forward. No more dealing with the headaches. You can't make it hurt anymore than it does. You want love handed to you without the the thorns hanging off. That's not how the river flows against the wind. You're looking for the kind of life where pain looks good. Well, am I looking good? I'm hurting. Reach inside me and you'll find what you've been missing. Live to love me. Slowly counting every breath it takes to say please. I'm laying off the bad times. I'm moving forward. No more dealing with the headaches. You can't make it hurt anymore than it does.