Most of my ******* life
I've been torn into two

If you love me then I love you
This song is for you

It's die hard till you know that you  set
All this singing you was an  emotional wreck
The closer I get it's like the  further I feel
And my heart is turning to this  heavy armor and stealth
It's hard to be real hard to listen  to the dumb *************t

And I take a lot of pills cause it  numb *************t

I wish I had another path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and learn  to pass the bottle
Graphic novel my future a box and an  urn

I'm having dreams about death but  I'm not that concerned

Numb diseases through the seasons  that turn
Watch the leaves from the trees turn  to Z's and then burn
I'm eager to learn but I'm holding  my breath
Everyday just another step closer to  death
Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

I've been alive longer than I  expected to be

And took care of everything that's  expected to me

Took care of my girl and my mother

I told her that I'm always here and  I love her
I handle *************t differently cause I'm  grown now

And the truth is that I'd rather be  alone now

I'd rather not have to deal with the  day

And I hate when people ask me how  I'm feeling today

My brother Razghoul we had a beaf  and grudge
But we grew up together cousin so  it's peace and love

I wish all the best I wish all the  *************ne
I wish I didn't wanna offer my  thoughts with a 9
I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil  at last
And everything I love has turned in  a tedious task

I fill the life away and wait for  people to pass
But nobody wants to help you see  through the mask
Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

I don't wanna be a burden to you all
I just wanna know exactly what my  purpose is for

I feel like nothing I do is ever  right

And that I'm acting a fool anotha  night
Nah I admit I don't take care of  myself
So I do a lot of thinking I am  preparing myself
Cause a fact is that my father died  young and I might too
And it ain't any way to say what I  might do

I don't wanna have to leave my  mother behind

I don't want her to cry because the  struggle is mine

I don't want for her to grind no  more
I don't want for her to work a 9 to  5 no more

I ain't eva work a ******* 9 to 5  before

So I'm tryna get this money to  provide for you all

The *************t ain't work out and all of a  sudden I'm gone
Just remember that the mother*******  love is gone
Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Ain't no grave can hold my body down

Yeah I'm eager smaling in problem

Yeah I'm eager yeah

Yeah I'm eager smaling in problem

Yeah I'm eager yeah