I wasn't expecting you to understand I'm new found set to power picked up like dirt welting Countless shoes on the trail place beating path of memory and path of future Facing all directions but the one facing forward I am standing On the breaking of an apology and leading to war-to excuse and I'd give you both but I just would't expect you to understand that I never have. Please forgive me Please FOrgive Me! The skin backs to be broken through It's slow heart beautiful man and wolfly fashion like sincerity Crawl its way through wall after walls bricks no- rip woods down The memory could't stay afloat.Even if they wanted to even if they wanted to Please forgive me wasn't expecting you to understand. I wasn't expecting you to understand! And now as you can see im still getting over it im still getting older this highway red sunburn on my shoulders not like weight but i can tell generated reasons for everything in every sadded night And under the twelveth sunset we still gazed at the sky like we are nonamed It's been 4.1 in counting! since we decided just not watching it up anymore Since I found myself here but letmme tell you it rained the following night it poured buckets of bucks and picture brains I've lost whatever else was left in that cold desolate deserted bedroom full of fight simple sharing too many young-said words,with all you can yield the ache ARRRRRRGHHH I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE!! So excuse my language for GODDAMN i'm awake. I found sth new you can find in like butterfly wings bursting in genesises ready to fly and being the wind back with full blow structs of passion now i am ready, to be reborn, and show you who I really am. I don't love you anymore. Since when? Now. Just now. I don‘t want to lie. Can't tell the truth, so it's over. It doesn't matter. I love you. None of it matters. Too late. I don't love you anymore. Goodbye. Here's the truth, so now you can hate me. Larry fucked me all night. I enjoyed it. I came. I prefer you. Now go. I knew that. He told me. You knew? I needed to hear it from you. Why? Because he might have been lying. I had to hear it from you. I would never have told you, Because I know you would have never forgived me. I would. I have. Why did he tell you? Because he's a bastard. How could he? Because he wanted this to happen. But why test me? Because I'm an idiot. Yes. I would have loved you... forever. Now, please go. Don't do this, Alice. Please, talk to me. I am talking. Fuck off. I'm sorry. You misunderstand! I didn't mean to. Yes you did. I love you! Where? What? Show me! Where is this love? I... I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, But I can't do anything with your easy words. Whatever you say is too late. Please, don't do this! It's Done. Now, please go, or I'll call security. No, you're not in a strip club, there is no security. Why did you fuck him? I wanted to. Why?! I desired him. Why?! You weren't there! Why him?! He asked me nicely. You're a liar. So? Who are you? I'm no one! Go on, so you want an enemy FUCKER I've gained a sense of clarity. I've gained a new meaning to life. A sense so unmatched by complexes so strong. A meaning where I can see no wrong. I'm sorry you had to part ways with me. I've gained my strength (through) sincerity. Strength through sincerity. Please forgive me....