[00:00.000] 作曲 : Christian Holden
[00:10.05]You carry an illness.
[00:14.83]Practically know it by name.
[00:19.41]It seldom speaks for you.
[00:23.24]You learned to tune it away.
[00:30.05]But It wasn't easy.
[00:42.83]Was fond of your writing.
[00:46.78]It allowed me to see into you.
[00:51.12]You hid behind the similes
[00:55.25]like fractal light in all shades of blue
[01:01.96] pebbles and mirrors.
[01:07.56]i'm just jealous because i tried
[01:09.76]mapping out your mind's inconsistent ways.
[01:12.16]Tangled and untied,
[01:13.37] I watched your ends start to fray.
[01:16.58]You felt buried from the start.
[01:19.62]Tearing you apart.
[01:20.91]Constricting the free beating of your heart.
[01:23.26]I knew your postcard would say,
[01:25.87]"wish you could stay wish you felt the same way."
[01:35.80]Asked to be admitted
[01:39.35] and they put a lock on your door.
[01:45.58]Subdued, medicated, face to linoleum floor.
[01:56.77]and You tried to break away.
[01:59.56] Painted window panes.
[02:00.79]Bars behind the glass molded to the frame.
[02:03.10]You saw yourself in those days.
[02:06.60]You felt buried from the start.
[02:09.42]Tearing you apart.
[02:10.39]Constricting the free beating of your heart.
[02:12.90]I knew your postcard would say,
[02:16.24]"wish you could stay wish you felt the same way."
[02:34.70]I am tearing up pieces of old news
[02:41.93]to mend the leaks in my open wounds.
[02:47.03]Protect your pressure points i refuse to press against.
[02:53.57]Let yourself renew.
[02:57.44]Project the voice that I found for you.
[03:01.74]Pull up the weeds from the ground you grew.
[03:06.34]Feel soil under your toes.
[03:09.57]It's you you have forever.
[03:12.63]I felt weaker when I bent.
[03:14.86] Beaten to the end.
[03:15.86]Folding on myself.
[03:16.94]Too damaged to mend,
[03:18.24]I couldn't hold all the weight.
[03:21.98]\You felt buried from the start.
[03:24.34]Tearing you apart.
[03:25.37]Injuring yourself dragging from my arm.
[03:28.03]I knew your postcard would say,
[03:31.18]"I know your new heart still desires to play
[03:35.96]and who would i be to keep it all for me."
[03:41.37]Wish I could stay wish I felt the same way.