作曲 : Christian Holden
I tried to keep a steady hand
Tumble blocks
Start again
I held your side when you let go
And you came back well rehearsed
In holding-your-own
A broken seal
A past self known
Retrieve my heart from the Alamo
I need it here to touch your skin
Reconfigure
Deconstruct
And begin
The centers shrunk between your eyes
Sharper Corners Broader Sides
And I felt weak
In woman's wear
Genderf**ked dilated stuck holding a stare
You taught me how to guard myself
To keep my heart unscathed
In health
I think you got carried away
Reached out your hand
It carried you
Away

Well it's life in drag

Well it's life in drag
You wore an armor that covered your face
It's life in drag
I wore hands high to show truce and embracing
It's life in drag

Who taught you how to hate yourself

Who forced you to confide in spell
I mistook pathetic for empathy

Cast a stone at the foe
And the stone hit me
I held your hand in ritual to show disarming
While you were a weapon inside yourself
Inside your body

I can't pretend
I can't concealed my apprehension
While pressed against the callous of your palm
I reconciled
Because you couldn't feel me there

You wore binary like a badge of armor
While I struggled dealing
With the loss of yet another
Life in drag