[00:00.000] 作曲 : Christian Holden [00:01.32]I tried to keep a steady hand [00:03.73]Tumble blocks [00:05.29]Start again [00:06.85]I held your side when you let go [00:09.55]And you came back well rehearsed [00:11.14]In holding-your-own [00:12.45]A broken seal [00:13.58]A past self known [00:15.18]Retrieve my heart from the Alamo [00:17.96]I need it here to touch your skin [00:20.87]Reconfigure [00:22.19]Deconstruct [00:23.01]And begin [00:23.83]The centers shrunk between your eyes [00:26.39]Sharper Corners Broader Sides [00:29.29]And I felt weak [00:30.47]In woman's wear [00:32.10]Genderf**ked dilated stuck holding a stare [00:35.04]You taught me how to guard myself [00:37.89]To keep my heart unscathed [00:40.55]In health [00:41.03]I think you got carried away [00:43.39]Reached out your hand [00:44.78]It carried you [00:45.83]Away [00:46.31] [00:50.41]Well it's life in drag [00:51.95] [00:55.47]Well it's life in drag [00:56.56]You wore an armor that covered your face [01:00.61]It's life in drag [01:01.47]I wore hands high to show truce and embracing [01:05.41]It's life in drag [01:07.26] [01:17.82]Who taught you how to hate yourself [01:20.03] [01:20.63]Who forced you to confide in spell [01:23.42]I mistook pathetic for empathy [01:25.61] [01:26.15]Cast a stone at the foe [01:27.74]And the stone hit me [01:29.01]I held your hand in ritual to show disarming [01:34.79]While you were a weapon inside yourself [01:37.78]Inside your body [01:40.42] [01:41.16]I can't pretend [01:42.47]I can't concealed my apprehension [01:45.40]While pressed against the callous of your palm [01:48.01]I reconciled [01:49.57]Because you couldn't feel me there [01:52.37] [02:03.09]You wore binary like a badge of armor [02:08.70]While I struggled dealing [02:10.68]With the loss of yet another [02:13.46]Life in drag