[00:00.000] 作曲 : Christian Holden
[00:14.86]You fell for the first option presented of new rebirth.
[00:25.94]You couldn't see it but you thought you'd believe it
[00:29.75]since your soles cramping up have been swollen and sore.
[00:33.04]Your new shoes back then just don't fit anymore.
[00:36.98]You retraced the same shape,
[00:38.79]cut up and re-sewn,
[00:41.03]when you felt abandoned,
[00:42.76]when you felt alone.
[01:01.70]On New Years you resolved to make your chaos external.
[01:09.27]Duress of sickening kinds.
[01:11.75]A half year blacked-out of my mind.
[01:13.44]No string traced back to a place-marker.
[01:16.25]Alleviate, erase failed attempts at obstructing machines.
[01:20.60]Got drained when the crutch became vampiracy.
[01:24.01]Bit off more than could chew and then swallowed it whole.
[01:27.91]I choked on your temper when you felt alone.
[01:48.96]The sirens cry loudly.
[01:56.05]I am reflexive.
[01:59.77]I cry loudly.
[02:03.38]You put my picture in framing.
[02:10.63]Hung forever. Left me strangling.
[02:18.27]Called me 'baby'.
[02:22.38]And with your nature reversed and our home as our cage,
[02:26.46]you caved and you asked
[02:28.23] "is this coming of age."
[02:29.94]As you climbed out the window,
[02:31.91]your face cold as stone,
[02:33.79]you lifted the towel.
[02:35.80]Your wrist showed the bone.
[02:37.66]I held my breath in the ER.
[02:39.77] I swayed as I stood.
[02:41.55]I tried to stay steady to protect you the best that I could.
[02:45.66]You pretended to sleep the entire ride home but I heard you crying
[02:50.97]when you felt alone.