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[00:09.93]You will never be let down by anyone
[00:12.83]More than you will be let down
[00:14.32]By the one you love most in the world
[00:16.91]It`s how gravity works
[00:18.30]It`s why they call it "falling"
[00:20.75]It`s why the truth is harder to tell
[00:23.09]Every year you have more to lose
[00:26.06]But you can bury your past in the garden by the tulips
[00:30.15]Water it until it`s so alive
[00:32.90]It lets you go
[00:34.24]And you belong to yourself again
[00:37.95]When you belong to yourself again
[00:40.34]Remember forgiveness
[00:42.45]Is not a tidy grave
[00:43.69]It is a ready loyal knight kneeling before your royal heart
[00:48.78]Call in your royal heart
[00:50.02]Tell it bravery can never be measured by a lack of fear
[00:53.67]It takes guts to tremble
[00:55.06]It takes so much tremble to love
[00:57.34]Every first date is a fucking earth quake
[01:01.52]Sweetheart, on our first date
[01:05.31]I showed off all my therapy
[01:08.21]I flaunted the couch
[01:09.16]Where I finally sweat out my history
[01:11.50]I pulled out the photo album from the last time I wore a lie to the school dance
[01:15.93]I smiled and said "that was never my style
[01:19.43]Look how fixed I am
[01:21.29]Look how there`s no more drywall on my fist
[01:23.83]Look how my wrist is not something I have to hide", I said
[01:26.91]Well I was hiding it
[01:29.60]The telephone pole still down from the storm
[01:32.09]By our third date I had fixed the line
[01:36.23]I said listen, I have a hard time
[01:39.62]I mean I cry as often as most people pee
[01:42.87]And I don`t shut the door behind me
[01:44.67]I`ll be up in your face screaming
[01:46.43]"SEATTLE IS TOO RAINY SEATTLE IS TOO RAINY
[01:49.06]IM NEVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO LIVE HERE."
[01:50.75]I sobbed on our fourth date
[01:53.69]I can`t live here
[01:55.63]In my body, I mean
[01:56.67]I can`t live in my body all the time
[01:59.26]It feels too much
[02:00.89]So if I ever feel far away know I am not gone
[02:04.27]I am just underneath my grief
[02:05.91]Adjusting the dial on my radio face
[02:08.00]So I can take this life with all of it`s love and all of it`s loss
[02:11.00]Because I already know
[02:12.11]You are the place I`m gonna finally sing without any static meaning
[02:15.89]I`m never gonna wait that extra twenty minutes
[02:17.84]To text you back
[02:19.09]And I’m never gonna play hard to get
[02:21.08]When I know your life has been hard enough already
[02:23.53]When we all know everyone`s life has been hard enough already
[02:27.17]It`s hard to watch
[02:28.07]The game we make of love
[02:29.71]like everyone`s playing checkers with their scars
[02:31.40]Saying "checkmate"
[02:33.20]Whenever they get out without a broken heart
[02:35.29]Just to be clear
[02:36.35]I don`t want to get out without a broken heart
[02:38.29]I intend to leave this life so shattered
[02:40.33]There`d better be a thousand separate heavens
[02:41.83]For all of my flying parts
[02:43.67]And none of those parts are gonna be wearing the romance
[02:46.07]From the overpriced vintage rack
[02:48.01]I don`t want a single speed bike if I can`t make it up the hill
[02:51.06]I know exactly how many gears I`m going to need to love you well
[02:53.31]And none of them look hip at the hot coffee shop
[02:57.19]They all have God saying
[02:58.99]"Good job, you`re finally not full of bullshit"
[03:02.28]You finally met someone who`s going to flatten your knee caps into skipping stones
[03:08.01]Baby, throw me
[03:09.80]Throw me as far as I can go
[03:12.62]I don`t wanna leave this life without ever having come home
[03:17.19]And I wanna come home to you
[03:20.29]I can figure out the rain