[00:06.392]Yeah, it's my life
[00:09.974]In my own words, I guess
[00:11.409]Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
[00:13.628]Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for
[00:16.410]When they know they're your heart and you know you are their armor
[00:19.503]And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
[00:22.301]But what happens when karma turns right around to bite you?
[00:25.329]And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you?
[00:28.157]What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
[00:31.188]"Daddy, look what I made!" "Dad's gotta go catch a plane"
[00:33.956]"Daddy, where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy, where is she?"
[00:36.970]"I don't know, go play, Hailie, baby, your daddy's busy
[00:39.723]Daddy's writin' a song, this song ain't gon' write itself
[00:42.501]I'll give you one underdog, then you gotta swing by yourself"
[00:45.266]Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
[00:48.533]And put hands on her mother who's a spitting image of her
[00:51.220]That's Slim Shady, yeah, baby, Slim Shady's crazy
[00:54.251]Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rock-a-bye baby, ha
[00:57.565]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[01:00.345]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[01:03.093]Just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[01:05.313]And I didn't feel a thing
[01:06.985]So, baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
[01:09.532]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[01:12.048]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[01:14.582]Just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[01:17.140]And I didn't feel a thing
[01:18.331]So, baby, don't feel my pain, just smile back
[01:20.892]I keep havin' this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
[01:23.016]She keeps screamin' she don't want me to sing
[01:25.566]"You're makin' Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy cryin'?"
[01:28.875]"Baby, Daddy ain't leavin' no more" "Daddy, you're lyin'!
[01:31.875]You always say that, you always say this is the last time
[01:34.611]But you ain't leavin' no more, Daddy, you're mine!"
[01:37.659]She's pilin' boxes in front of the door, tryna block it
[01:40.452]"Daddy, please! Daddy, don't leave! Daddy, no, stop it!"
[01:43.550]Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
[01:46.344]It's got a picture, "This'll keep you safe, Daddy, take it wit' ya!"
[01:49.626]I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror
[01:51.845]These ****in' walls must be talkin' 'cause, man, I can hear 'em
[01:54.908]They're sayin', "You got one more chance to do right and it's tonight
[01:58.189]Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em 'fore it's too late."
[02:01.204]And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
[02:03.954]It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singin'
[02:07.501]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[02:09.439]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[02:12.252]Just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[02:14.516]And I didn't feel a thing
[02:16.189]So, baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
[02:18.673]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[02:21.423]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[02:23.939]Just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[02:25.939]And I didn't feel a thing
[02:27.688]So, baby, don't feel my pain, just smile back
[02:30.470]Sixty-thousand people all jumpin' out their seat
[02:32.486]The curtain closes, they're throwin' roses at my feet
[02:35.239]I take a bow and "Thank you all for comin' out"
[02:38.284]They're screamin' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
[02:41.297]I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein'
[02:44.063]"Daddy, it's me! Help Mommy, her wrists are bleedin'!"
[02:47.081]"But baby, we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?"
[02:49.863]"I followed you, Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
[02:52.657]You lied to me, Dad, and now you made Mommy sad
[02:55.719]And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
[02:58.454]That's all I wanted, I just wanna give you this coin
[03:01.266]I get the point, fine, me and Mommy are goin'."
[03:04.298]"But baby, wait!" – "It's too late, Dad, you made the choice
[03:07.313]Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us
[03:10.110]That's what they want, they want you, Marshall, they keep
[03:13.128]Screamin' your name, it's no wonder you can't go to sleep
[03:16.189]Just take another pill, yeah, I bet you you will
[03:18.673]You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real."
[03:21.440]I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
[03:24.550]How could it be that the curtain is closin' on me?
[03:27.579]I turn around, find a gun on the ground, c**k it
[03:30.594]Put it to my brain, scream, "Die, Shady!" and pop it
[03:33.081]The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was
[03:36.376]Supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
[03:39.391]That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
[03:42.393]It's spring and Hailie's outside swingin'
[03:44.705]I walk right up to Kim and kiss her, tell her I miss her
[03:46.925]Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister, almost as if to say
[03:51.313]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[03:53.579]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[03:56.141]Just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[03:59.189]And I didn't feel a thing
[04:00.673]So, baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
[04:02.551]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[04:05.396]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[04:08.161]Just know that I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[04:10.646]And I didn't feel a thing
[04:12.362]So, baby, don't feel my pain, just smile back