[Verse 1]
The thoughts all cloudy in the marijuana sky
But it started raining molly
It got me feeling sorry while I’m feeling on myself
Cause I don’t know this ******* name
But I’m feeling on her breast
I know it ain’t right, but in this state I don’t care
A whole week done went past ,I don’t go no where
Hotel rooms cru*******ng pills and menus
Daughter sending me messages saying “Daddy I miss you”
But in this condition I don’t think she need to see me
Ain’t slept in four days, and I’m smelling like sea*******
Problems in my past haunt my future and the present
Escaping from reality got me missing my blessings
Sent a couple g’s but that make it no better
And now I got habits that ain’t getting no better
And it ain’t that easy trying to get all together
Been stressing so long think depression done settled
[Hook]
It’s time for me to clean it up
I came to far too ******* it up like…
(X2)
[Verse 2]
Pops left mom when I was only 18
So rightfully that meant I had to be the man of things
And by 28 mom was damn near homeless
And now I’m 31 she ‘bout to ******* cop her own *******t
Triple beam dreams brought me nothing but nigh*******ares
Thought that I was helping but the system don’t fight fair
Cases had me locked up, mama always wrote me
Pops my only visit, they the only ones that loved me
That’s why I feel bad, popping Givenchy tags
Knowing that this tee could feed my nephew for a week
For material I’m weak, acting like I don’t care
I spend it all on clothes, then something is wrong there
I sent my mom some g’s, but that makes it no better
Cause now I got habits that ain’t getting no better
And it ain’t that easy trying to get all together
Been stressing so long think depression done settled
[Hook]