Remember one time, dawg

This fiend owed the boss
Put Peanut Butter on her *******
Let his pits lick it off

Back when I was living on Flanders
Seen another ******* fiend beat another with a hammer
Remember at the park, seen a ******* at a payphone.
Got rocked in his dome
Momma picked me up and ran home

Was like ******* seven years old
When I first seen a fiend try to light a rock off the stove
Damn near burned his top lip off
So my mind ticked off
Desensitized to a lotta things
Mind would drift off

Wish it was what I seen on tv
I snapped outta that
Unc beating on my auntie.
Gunshots outside
Was sorta like fireworks
We know they gained fireworks
Its december 21'st

Cold winter with a kerosene heater
On the couch so cold, can't take off your sneakers
And it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrors

All the *******t that I've seen
*******, it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrors

All the *******t that I've seen
*******, it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrorss

All the *******t that I've seen

I feel like a prisoner of war
Reacting sporadically to what the mind absorb
Probably need a shrink
Can't get a wink
So I smoke a lot of kush and pop a Xanax to sleep
Close my eyes, look up, fiend said 1 for 8
Can tell that I scared him by the look on my face

Reached in my pocket served him nervous as a surgeon
Can't believe where I'm at 'pose be writin' verses
Heard a knock at the do'
'Nother fiend wanted fo'
Gave him what he came for
Told him go to the sto'
Lemme get  a box of Swishers, Faygo Cola
Gave his ass another stone now guess what it's over
He ain't come back

Before I could look back
I heard the wood on the door crack

And they yelling police
With this work up in my jeans man this a bad dream
And it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrors

All the *******t that I've seen
*******, it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrors

All the *******t that I've seen
*******, it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrorss

All the *******t that I've seen