I was falling for a long time Almost everything I knew became more f**king worthless So many promises so much energy All I want is silence All I want is peace all I want is you No more reason for searching for what I always expected from life New direction new f**kin' rules You caught me on my way to my new life I think it's time to act selfishly You caught me on my way to my new life To my new life Memories of a time before distrust and pain Perhaps a dream perhaps a trap But not this time it's too different My pulse slowing is slowing down My eyes are closed now My pulse down My pulse down My pulse is slowing now A picture of the time I draw it with my mind It's colourful and bright It's no longer waiting From today it's arriving This time I can see the sky The first time I don't look back What No more walls no more lies I can breathe until after the sundown My glowing heart Just awakened perfection within reach My sad memories You make them look like fading dust I am the air I am the ground Nothing can burn me down I really missed this feeling Now I don't fear myself anymore Open mind open ways My future turns to light Hope has come to find me My real destination This is the control I was waiting for It makes me unbreakable I remember who I am what I was What I've become