To go a year without dreaming Until it seems there's nothing new I couldn't give you a reason I couldn't stop it from washing over you And to fall into darkness Until it took over every part of you To try to sweat out the toxin To look for God in an empty motel room You said it felt like dying Were you sick of fighting Underneath the weight that's crushing Are you finally free from A world that always seemed so broken Did you stop your running When you saw that light that's blinding