Are you kidding me? Cause you've got to be joking On a night like tonight especially. I sense distaste But I was never great at reading your face. I'm not a f**king trophy But to you I might as well have been. We're outside of an awkward Christmas party Two separate shades of parting. Say you're kidding me Except I don't think you're joking And neither of us are laughing. How did I end up bedside wondering what you meant by "the end?" I'm not a f**king trophy Now you've seen that I'm not exactly the person you wanted me to be We're outside of an awkward Christmas party Two separate shades of Now you've seen that I'm not exactly the person you wanted me to be Now you've seen that I'm not a f**king trophy