[00:00.000] 作词 : Jordan Dreyer/Brad Vander Lugt/Adam Vass/Kevin Whittemore/Chad Sterenberg
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Kevin Whittemore/Jordan Dreyer/Adam Vass/Chad Sterenberg/Brad Vander Lugt
[00:13.914]What will I find?
[00:16.523]Some sacred thing to help me handle the tragedy?
[00:21.159]Or did I once—Did I have it and lose it?
[00:29.004]No one should ever have to walk through the fire alone.
[00:32.467]No one should ever have to brave that storm.
[00:35.440]No,everybody needs someone or something.
[00:42.774]And when I sing, don’t I sing your name out
[00:49.511]Right at the same time that I sing my own?
[00:58.276]Some days I swear I can feel you splitting the light through the window frame.
[01:03.357]The shapes it makes are always warmer, always brighter than the rest of what comes through.
[01:11.612]Some days I swear I can hear you sing to me or whisper my name in the slightest way.
[01:18.414]It’s like the warmest light now laid across my bedroom floor is somehow actually you and
[01:23.530]Not just sunlight.
[01:25.249]I have the memory climb down the balcony.
[01:28.461]I put a flower on the back of its dress.
[01:31.808]It’s probably best to forget it.
[01:35.210]It’s probably best to let go.
[01:38.233]I paint it the shade of where the skin and the lip meet,
[01:41.940]Only a moment after breaking the kiss. And
[01:45.154]I blur out everything else.
[01:48.616]That’s how I choose to remember it.
[01:52.101]Some nights are a lot like the days, I lay awake too late, I watch the shadows casted
[01:57.659]Trace your shape. Those silver slivers on the wall then on the bedsheets.
[02:01.684]I hear your song in the trees. I finally fall into rest.
[02:05.354]Often later when I’m sleeping you show up in my dreams.
[02:08.486]Just doing simple things, like buying groceries.
[02:11.852]And when I wake up I could swear you must’ve just left me
[02:15.108]Like you got up to make breakfast or maybe just to get dressed.
[02:20.596]But the truth is, you were never there. You won’t ever be.
[02:25.310]Sometimes I think I’m not either so what do I do
[02:28.630]When every day still seems to start and end with you?
[02:32.035]And you won’t ever know, you won’t ever see,
[02:35.229]How much your ghost since then has been defining me.
[02:38.468]I leave the memory up atop the balcony.
[02:42.066]I tear this flower from the back of the dress.
[02:45.142]It’s best this time, I bet, to just forget and let go.
[02:48.417]Paint it the shade of where the lip bleeds and blur it out.
[02:51.810]I blur out everything else, just blur out everything else.
[02:55.174]And let go, and let go, and let go.
[03:02.526]Everybody has to let go someday
[03:09.256]Everybody has to let go.
[03:12.840]I wonder when I will. I wonder.
[03:19.218]But if I still hear you singing in every city I meet
[03:22.199]After I blur it all out, our every memory, if
[03:25.770]You never fade with the days, your shape still haunting me then,
[03:29.090]Should I not just sing along?
[03:30.719]Should I not just sing along?
[03:35.354]I will sing sweetly hope that the notes change but
[03:38.941]I do not need it to happen. I’m not resigned to it. And
[03:42.703]If they never do I’ll sing your name in every line.
[03:45.621]Just like I did throughout this. Just like I’ve always done.
[03:48.956]In every gun, the empty church, and every tortured son.
[03:52.125]In all those giving up. In all those giving in.
[03:55.690]Until I die I will sing our names in unison.
[03:58.937]Until I die I will sing our names in unison.