Styrofoam cup of mud in my good hand Disembodied voice of God in the trash can Eyes in the ashes, feeling for the future Sleeping through the steak out, researching the rumor My old motor and mattress of memories First you were embarrassed, but how could you not be Tangled in teenage mum at the movies Your voice ran out out of words, it was awkward and homey Gospel in your belly, they aim a little lower Back into the bleachers, spoke as it's owner Syndicate a sermon you sang from the raptors Anchors in your pockets, holding down the laughter Tearing up your mind, your lust and your ego Slingshot a martyr to speed your libido Perish grows to jelly, blissful and wasted Your fish knew I consult them pictures of them naked You're complicating your worst mixed messes You built them burned to bridge And scattered all your crumbs at the cliff She wants me, she'll swim for it Brother, can you spare your arms or your arrows? Thunder clap's arising, I think that I should go home To the days when back barns, it melts me Nineteen ninety six and you're waiting there to tell me "I didn't die, you dreamt it, you dreamt it I'm as alive as your best good intentions Sorry that I tricked you, you had to focus Put yourself together, clear out, you got this" But for all that effort The slow burned struggle I forgot where you live She swept away the clues from the cliff, you're lost now She swept away the clues from the cliff, you're lost now She swept away the clues from the cliff, you're lost now Remembering She swept away the clues from the cliff, you're lost now Remembering