I lost my innocence today I could feel her in my bones My bones, my bones, my bones My blood, my blood, my blood, my blood And I woke up, tired, scared and sad Soaked, drained, I felt so bad Today, today, today What you still, you still, you still, you still Won't you say, you say, you say, you say What you feel, you feel, you feel, you feel Which is nothing but hollow feelings, yeah I can, done, I just don't care And forget happiness, I'm fine I'll forget everything in time I swear I didn't know, You know me, how I can't let go And we're not guts, we're just hacks All that life (?) the cracks The scars, the scene that breaks The ugly teens, the worst mistakes And everywhere I see her face Such a beautiful child, such an awful waste And there's no innocence like hers Just emptiness and nerves And this light from the window of my car She'll never see it, oh my God I was so surprised, it blew up in my face Lord, I lost my nerve, oh my God Oh my God, oh my... God And I tear, I tear, so hard And I tear, I tear, so hard And I beg and scream, "I was wrong" It's over, she's gone