Why do I always run away?
 Why do I always take the easy way?
 I won't go and do that again
 I'm gonna work hard and do my best
 I've got to tell you
 the truth
 The time spent with you
 is a waste of life

 'Cause I've had
 the biggest crush
 On you
 Ever since we first met

 If you think I'm a monster
 You're probably right
 I'm just a monster
 So run and hide
 'Cause I'm a dysfunctional mess
 And I cannot address the truth

 Yeah I was weak when you needed strong
 And I can't see where I belong
 We're tryna make things better
 Tryna make things better for her

 I was wrong about you
 I was wrong all along
 Yeah I was wrong about you
 I was wrong all along

 And I just want you to know I'm a **** up
 And I realize that
 But you already know that I'm a **** up
 And I realize that

 But I can't change
 I can't change
 I can't change
 I can't change