people tell me i never really smile 
maybe if the knew me ever since i was a child 
maybe understand the reason for my with draw lately
it's been worse then it has in a long while 
u see my brain just thinks a lot often lost in thought 
often space lost just cant seem to get it together 
been losing my patient a lot hope full for the better 
whatever it take to make it stop 
if u felling like em then you'll understand 
then if u don't i apologize in advance 
but on the other hand i don't really give a dam
take it or leave it i am who i am
just another person trying to find his way 
trying to figure it out trying to find my place
it's ether lead, follow or get out of the way 
life is to short to fast so turn the page
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sometimes i really think im losing it
i don't really know what i would do with out the therapy of music 
therapeutic no substituting can't erase the pain but sure helps sub do it
helps me get through dismiss my issues give me a lift ??? 
sort of like a force filed that protects u audio barricade 
i sajust u turn it up a little louder when u felling lonesome or felling down some
when u really felling like your hitting rock bottom nothing to break your fall but more problems
and all the walls seem closing in on you nothing but darkness to fall upon you
fells like all is lost everything around you the song will rise again u got to push onward
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every time i look around i can't help but pray for something or someone to save us
from our own ways that seems to plague us from the dawn time my hate is contages
all we really got to do is live and let live enjoy the ride well it exist man and that's it
kind of simple ant it so why complicate it with all the bullshit and games that people play in it
if they want to make there own graves let em lay in it all trying im saying is don't create your pain
otherwise your be the one to blame and that's being honest another lame brain idiot walking around us
everyday can be a new day if you let it try to focus on the positive and not the negative nonsense 
im just saying let it go off by the way side so many people trying to bring you down 
they drag you to the bottom and then try to watch u drown
and pretending to be friends but yet somehow always a reason to run there mouth
so jealous
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turn it up watch it all just go away
turn it up watch it all just fade away
turn it up watch it all just go away
turn it up watch it all just fade away