[ti:Triumph of Disintegration]
[ar:Of Montreal]
[al:Lousy With Sylvianbriar]
[00:01.50]The last ten days have been a motherf**ker
[00:05.57]I didn’t know if I’d survive
[00:16.76]
[00:25.20]The voice with the synapse that calls blood bats
[00:27.64]Into action has now entered the tablelands
[00:31.96]
[00:33.08]It’s only natural to feel a little imbalanced
[00:36.78]It’s a symptom of your hysterical need to be understood
[00:41.35]
[00:48.64]You had to forgive your enemy cause
[00:50.43]It was making you psychotic
[00:51.43]To keep fighting him inside of your head
[00:54.74]
[00:56.39]But how could you allow these people
[00:58.20]Whom you don’t even respect to rape your self concept
[01:01.92]And make your inner world an ugliness
[01:07.49]
[01:23.30]Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute
[01:27.30]I had to make myself a monster just
[01:30.55]To feel something ugly enough to be true
[01:35.92]And then scratching wildly
[01:37.92]At the mirror in my heart to see their doleful faces
[01:41.99]What is the flaw in just running away
[01:47.18]Running away fixes everything
[01:51.49]How can I why should I stay
[01:54.55]Just to view the triumph of disintegration
[01:59.41]
[02:07.10]To live beneath language  or far above
[02:10.91]It’s really not that different
[02:15.01]At least now that the one thing that is good about me
[02:18.98]Has begun to express itself in malicious ways
[02:23.60]
[02:42.21]Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute
[02:46.23]I had to make myself a monster just
[02:49.47]To feel something ugly enough to be true
[02:54.84]And then scratching wildly at the mirror in my heart
[02:58.91]To see their doleful faces
[03:00.97]What is the flaw in just running away
[03:05.34]
[03:06.07]Running away fixes everything  how can I why should I stay
[03:13.89]Just to see the triumph of disintegration
[03:16.89]
[03:17.59]Victories of devastation